Hi,
I think it's going to be rough, the closer I get to her year death date. I can't believe it has almost been a year. It has been almost a whole year since I got to see her, hold her, talk to her. And this is just the beginning. I have the rest of my life to go.
I left church early today, because I just needed to be alone. It was good. I cried a lot and looked at her pictures and just missed her.
I still can't believe this happened to us. It truly seems unreal. I don't know if it will ever seem like a real part of my life.
I just miss her so much!
