MaryLynn's Worries

MaryLynn decided to go back to counseling. I am very proud of her for making this decision. She has been crying at night and saying she misses Katie. I am not sure if that is really what is bothering her, but when I asked her if she wanted to go back to counseling she said yes. She just started last week, and she came out of her session with a big smile and a picture she drew of a princess. She is the one I have been most worried about because she has never really talked to anyone about her feelings. She tends to hold them in. I'm happy that she was willing to go back with "Ms Diane."

Lots of things

I have thought of many things over these last few weeks that I would like to talk about on my blog, but just haven't made the time to post. I am not going to try to catch up, but just tell you about this week.

We got to host a coach from the kids soccer camp this week. He was from England and was a great guest. He seemed to fit right in to our family and I found myself enjoying having the spot that has been empty since Katie died being filled. This was a feeling that I did not expect or even consider. It was so nice to have someone here to talk with and watch our for like I would do for Katie. I didn't realize how much I would miss him until he left. It was really hard on my to see him go. Very strange because I am not usually one to be attached. I feel that him staying with us was such a blessing. It was neat to have that hole plugged for just a little while. It was a fun experience for the whole family to learn about England and soccer. (Did you know they don't have brownies or peanut butter in England? I found out about the peanut butter after I fed it to our coach. Oops!)

Anyway, on to the next adventure. Next week is Cub Scout Day Camp. Plus I will be finishing two of my three summer classes this week--Yeah!